It has been a bit overwhelming day today, although I am not sure what caused it exactly. Sometimes I wish I had not gone what I went through in life and it would have much better if I got to live in that dream which I thought the life was in 2019. I would go to that sleep where I can wake up with some erased memories, people, stories, reactions and so many things… it’s impossible though, but something possible is to rewrite those chapters differently may be…